This episode shares some brief updates from Nicole.
Links & resources from this episode
- Celtic Plantlore: Rebellion, Resilience & Reciprocity course – LAST DAY TO JOIN – https://weavingremembrance.org/celtic-plantlore/?affiliate_code=bcf5e5
- Glycerite Workshop Fundraiser for the Black Flag Herbal Clinic – https://solidarityapothecary.org/workshop-fundraiser-for-the-black-flag-herbal-clinic/
- Herbalism, PTSD and Traumatic Stress Course – https://solidarityapothecary.org/herbalismandptsdcourse/
Find them all at solidarityapothecary.org/podcast/
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Transcript
Welcome to the Frontline Herbalism Podcast with your host, Nicole Rose, from the
Nicole:Solidarity Apothecary.
Nicole:This is your place for all things plants and
Nicole:liberation.
Nicole:Let's get started.
Nicole:Hello.
Nicole:Welcome back to the Frontline Herbalism
Nicole:Podcast.
Nicole:How are you doing?
Nicole:****** hell.
Nicole:I've had one thing after the next since the
Nicole:last episode,
Nicole:so I think I did the interview with Grassroots Remedies and then I recorded the intro in a
Nicole:car park during the heat wave.
Nicole:And to preserve the sound quality, I didn't have the AC on in the car and I just got
Nicole:hotter and hotter after, like, several days in a very hot static caravan.
Nicole:And, yeah, just ******* was done with heat exhaustion and, like, got out of the cafe,
Nicole:back to my car, felt really nauseous, started throwing up,
Nicole:got home, like, *******.
Nicole:Yeah, we.
Nicole:Luckily we'd moved into my mum's house because it's just, like, unlivable in the caravan.
Nicole:We've got ******* air conditioning now, though, haven't we?
Nicole:Thanks to the old baby daddy, so that's really nice.
Nicole:But, yeah. Oh, my God, I was.
Nicole:It was really awful.
Nicole:I literally felt like I was dying.
Nicole:I just kept throwing up.
Nicole:It was like being pregnant again and,
Nicole:yeah, like, scary.
Nicole:Like, I hope people are okay.
Nicole:Like, obviously, you know, I know loads about, like, public health stuff and things and it's
Nicole:like, yeah, who gets hit by the heat?
Nicole:But,
Nicole:yeah, it was really, really scary and it took me a while to recover and then I recovered and
Nicole:then because I'd been staying at my mum's house, she'd been really unwell for several
Nicole:weeks with a virus, and then I capitulated to that,
Nicole:so then I had a virus and then finally got back to work on Monday.
Nicole:Last week,
Nicole:Tuesday, my sister arrived to stay for a few weeks with her kids and I was on a Black Flag
Nicole:Herbal Clinic call and got a message like, nicole, come quickly.
Nicole:Lee's hurt him and he has basically broken his elbow falling off the side he was holding.
Nicole:The irony, he was holding a toy slide in his hand,
Nicole:so his hands weren't holding onto the slide like they should have been.
Nicole:And so he fell off the middle of it and landed on his elbow and just, like, clean fracture,
Nicole:like, broke it.
Nicole:And, yeah, I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy, if I'm honest.
Nicole:Like, it's been awful.
Nicole:Just. Yeah, just seeing him in that much pain and, like, I knew, like, within seconds of
Nicole:seeing him, I was like, I know it's broken, like, because he's.
Nicole:Whenever he hurts himself, he's always, like, up and smiling, like, really Quickly
Nicole:afterwards.
Nicole:So yeah, we rushed him to A E,
Nicole:all the normal waiting.
Nicole:Finally got an X ray which was like also super
Nicole:traumatic because it was really painful for him and scary and then got a cast on,
Nicole:had to wait to find out if he'd need surgery,
Nicole:had to come back, get another cast on, go through it all again with him and like this
Nicole:time it was worse because he like knew what to expect and he wasn't sleeping very well
Nicole:because he was in like so much pain and like he's talking now so he was like sad.
Nicole:He just woke up in the middle of the night and said sad and his burst out into burst into
Nicole:tears and would just be like mummy pain pain, elbow hurting,
Nicole:arm hurting, hand hurting.
Nicole:And yeah, it's just been like.
Nicole:I think people keep replying to me being like,
Nicole:oh, kids are really resilient, it will grow back really fast.
Nicole:But yeah, like seeing the little human that you love more than any human in the world be
Nicole:in so much pain and distress and need 24 hour constant hyper vigilance because literally
Nicole:yesterday I went into the bedroom to put the blackout black out, blinds up and like he fell
Nicole:off the sofa,
Nicole:didn't he? And was like screaming in pain again.
Nicole:So it's,
Nicole:I have to get help if I want to have a shower and stuff and yeah, it's just, it's just
Nicole:unbearable seeing him like so limited.
Nicole:Like luckily now our caravan is like you know,
Nicole:nice with the, with the AC on and you know, we've got loads of stuff for him to play with
Nicole:and things but he's not able to go to nursery so that's like all my childcare support as a
Nicole:single mom.
Nicole:I'm paying my neighbour as like a childminder and she's amazing.
Nicole:But yeah, the bank balance ain't unlimited, you know what I mean?
Nicole:So it's just been really tough and as always the podcast has to kind of go down the list
Nicole:compared to like my client work and the clinic work and stuff.
Nicole:So yeah, I'm sorry but I think I had grand plans of doing like a kind of pre recorded
Nicole:series all about medicine making and I'm just not going to be able to do it.
Nicole:So I'm just here to announce that I can't do it.
Nicole:But there's a couple of other cool announcements which I'll come on to, including
Nicole:a new course that I'm teaching on.
Nicole:So I'll talk about those shortly.
Nicole:But yeah, I'm sorry, I just figured by the time I managed to actually record the medicine
Nicole:making stuff, it's going to be like ******* autumn, do you know?
Nicole:I mean, and then I need to start promoting my PTSD course.
Nicole:So it just felt like something that had to get dropped, sadly.
Nicole:So, yeah, sorry about that.
Nicole:But if you want to learn about glycerin and
Nicole:how to make the most potent, sexy, amazing, tasty, delicious, hyper effective, wonderful
Nicole:alcohol free medicines for your community,
Nicole:I am running a sale on my Making Herbal Medicine With Glycerin course.
Nicole:So it's only £20 and there is a code, which is Black Flag all cap, socks,
Nicole:caps lock.
Nicole:I never say that word properly, but basically
Nicole:it's a fundraiser for the Black Flag Herbal Clinic.
Nicole:So that's like the Free Anarchist Clinic I run, which is like, I see like a couple of
Nicole:people a week and they get the same service as people paying me in terms of,
Nicole:like, herbal support and care and free medicines.
Nicole:And it's been set up for comrades who are experiencing health issues due to, like,
Nicole:poverty, due to being involved in, like, struggle and dealing with repression and state
Nicole:violence.
Nicole:And yeah, there's an amazing little collective now, got lots of signal chats.
Nicole:There's like herbal students and people that have been studying herbalism for a long time,
Nicole:but, like, don't practise clinically in a kind of formal way.
Nicole:But yeah, just amazing environment of like, collaborative, like, learning.
Nicole:And yeah, we're gonna be launching a fundraiser with some bandanas, which I'm like
Nicole:super ******* excited about because the illustration is going to be gorgeous.
Nicole:So, yeah, so that's all in the pipeline, but for now we just need an injection of cash.
Nicole:So if anyone wants to join that workshop,
Nicole:it's ******* awesome.
Nicole:You will hear me be passionate about
Nicole:glycerites and how to make them in different ways in like a kind of cold method, just, you
Nicole:know, like infusing things in jars and then like a warm method with slow cookers.
Nicole:And you'll learn what works in glycerin, what doesn't, which constituents are better in
Nicole:glycerin,
Nicole:the role of things like he.
Nicole:Yeah, troubleshooting, like storage preservation, things like that.
Nicole:So I will put the link in the show notes, but please, please, please cheque that out.
Nicole:And the other announcement is I got invited to teach on a course,
Nicole:which is awesome.
Nicole:I love, like, guest spots if anyone ever wants
Nicole:me in your courses or memberships or whatever.
Nicole:But yeah, I was really excited about this one, so I'm gonna.
Nicole:Out of.
Nicole:Yeah, just kind of time pressure because I've only got a little bit of time in my herb shed.
Nicole:I'm going to read an email out that I sent to my email list about this course.
Nicole:But before you listen to it all,
Nicole:the ******* enrolment deadline is like, literally tomorrow, Thursday.
Nicole:Actually, you might be listening to this on the day.
Nicole:****, I'll make sure I publish this tomorrow morning, which will be today, if you're
Nicole:listening to it.
Nicole:But basically go on the website.
Nicole:They've got a countdown timer.
Nicole:You can see when it closes for enrolment.
Nicole:But it's super, super, super soon.
Nicole:Like you' have hours to do it, basically.
Nicole:But yeah, it's a really, really amazing online course.
Nicole:It's called Celtic Plant Rebellion, Resilience and reciprocity.
Nicole:What beautiful three Rs are those?
Nicole:And, yeah, their blurb is discover how plants have historically aided communities in times
Nicole:of turmoil and regrowth and how this kinship can strengthen our resilience today.
Nicole:And basically they contacted me and they were like, would you like to teach on this course?
Nicole:Blah, blah, blah.
Nicole:And I was like, I'm gonna be honest, I'm not
Nicole:like a folklore person.
Nicole:Like, I just, like.
Nicole:I don't know if I'm like, yeah.
Nicole:Anyway, I just was like, it's not my strong suit.
Nicole:If you want to know how to bandage someone up after they've been beaten by police, how to
Nicole:deal with nightmares from trauma from prison, I'm your girl.
Nicole:But I'm not like the most kind of, like, historically informed herbalist, if that makes
Nicole:sense.
Nicole:And they were like,
Nicole:no, we just love what you're doing.
Nicole:We want to support the solidarity apothecary.
Nicole:And. Yeah, so we're kind of like mixing it up, if that makes sense.
Nicole:So my session is called Remedies for Solidarity.
Nicole:And, yeah, I'm just going to ******* read the blurb.
Nicole:So throughout history,
Nicole:people have turned to plants to sustain themselves and one another through war,
Nicole:imprisonment, displacement and social upheaval.
Nicole:Together, we'll explore herbalism as a practise of mutual aid rooted in relationship,
Nicole:collective care and the plants growing within our own bioreathe region.
Nicole:Drawing on storeys from grassroots herbal projects, alongside practical approaches to
Nicole:supporting the nervous system through prolonged uncertainty and grief, we'll ask,
Nicole:what is herbal mutual aid? What can history teach us about collective
Nicole:care and what remains of herbalism when we have no equipment, no dispensary and no
Nicole:pharmacy, only ourselves,
Nicole:the plants and the relationships we build with them.
Nicole:So I still got a design.
Nicole:It's a bit of a high pitch in it, but I've still got to design my workshop, but it's on
Nicole:my August plan, so to be working on it while My baby boy is sleeping and while I get the
Nicole:odd.
Nicole:The odd childcare hour.
Nicole:But yeah, it's going to be like, linking all the kind of stuff I'm doing,
Nicole:like, or have done with the apothecary, you know, like, whether it's stuff like with the
Nicole:Ukraine project or Calais or like the Prisoner's Herbal, but, like, really
Nicole:integrating practises of, like, how can you connect with plants, like, where you are now?
Nicole:Because, like, in prison, for example, you don't have fancy equipment, you don't have
Nicole:slow cookers, you can't do percolation, you don' infused oils.
Nicole:Like, you've literally just got you and the plants and, you know, when I was speaking to
Nicole:the, like, beautiful facilitators, like, that's what I was saying,
Nicole:like, okay, I live in England and my heritages are, like, English, Welsh and Irish.
Nicole:But, like,
Nicole:you know,
Nicole:l man, like, I grew up not knowing a single plant, right?
Nicole:And I think that's the same for most kids in the uk.
Nicole:So it's like,
Nicole:how do we rebuild that relationship, you know, with these lands now, like, let alone if
Nicole:you're a settler in a different place? But, like,
Nicole:yeah.
Nicole:So anyway, I'm really ******* excited about
Nicole:it.
Nicole:And what I'm also excited about is that I get
Nicole:to listen to all the other workshops that are shared.
Nicole:So please go on the website to see the overview.
Nicole:But, like, ******* dream team of facilitators.
Nicole:I'm so excited about it.
Nicole:There's like herbal folklore sessions.
Nicole:There's sessions about kind of like, you know,
Nicole:looking at a kind of Celtic identity stuff.
Nicole:And, you know, I know that stuff gets
Nicole:interrogated a lot, but, like, more about, like, how do we live in a kind of like,
Nicole:animistic, cyclical way with plants and ecology.
Nicole:There's a session.
Nicole:I mean, how awesome does this sound?
Nicole:Like Labour Herb Storey and Plant Ballads of Rebellion.
Nicole:What do plants have to do with the advancement of workers rights,
Nicole:you know, man.
Nicole:So there's gonna be loads of, like, songs about, you know, from the Chartists, about
Nicole:plants and, you know, social change and, like, struggle and it's just gonna be awesome.
Nicole:And there's a session about, like, just like Ethnobot General and how do we sort of
Nicole:preserve knowledge?
Nicole:Lucian island is doing something about,
Nicole:like, eating disorders and colonialism and, like, relationship to, like, food.
Nicole:There's like a session,
Nicole:like, with a person who's like a songsmith, who's, like, talking about kind of like
Nicole:Scottish music and heritage and island dwellers and.
Nicole:Oh, my God, it's just gonna be lush I really feel like I've been craving like a witchy
Nicole:loving container where I can just kind of like turn my brain off and just like tap into my
Nicole:body.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean? Like, it's been hard having a baby.
Nicole:Like I don't get as much kind of like medicine making time,
Nicole:but that's a whole other episode.
Nicole:I mean, I still make loads of medicine, but
Nicole:like, compared to like pre baby life, I know when he's a bit bigger, he's gonna be like my
Nicole:right hand man and we're gonna be like doing all the fun stuff together.
Nicole:But right now he just ******* run off, wouldn't he?
Nicole:Or fall down to slide.
Nicole:No, I'm joking anyway,
Nicole:so please ******* join it.
Nicole:I'm sorry, it's not my course, so I can't
Nicole:offer a free place if that makes sense.
Nicole:But like when they shared it with me, like, I
Nicole:do think it's quite reasonably priced and there's like a payment plan,
Nicole:you know.
Nicole:I know like I offer free places on my courses
Nicole:and stuff, but like, that is an economic decision for me and I, like, I don't want to
Nicole:judge like other facilitators and stuff because I think everyone is like kind of
Nicole:different and you know, they're paying all the facilitators and stuff.
Nicole:And what's ******* snazzy is that we have an affiliate link.
Nicole:So basically when you enrol in the course, I get like 20% or something.
Nicole:25%.
Nicole:I mean, how ******* awesome is that?
Nicole:So, yeah, I'm really excited.
Nicole:Like, I think like maybe like 20 people or
Nicole:something have joined through with my code.
Nicole:But like, makes a ******* difference.
Nicole:Like I need the funds right now to like keep up all this stuff.
Nicole:So, yeah, that's a bonus.
Nicole:Like all the money will just be used for
Nicole:solidarity, apothecary things, you know, like books to prisoners and care packages to people
Nicole:experiencing state violence and sustaining the Black Flag Herbal Clinic, which is like
Nicole:hundreds of pounds a month in herbs and medicine making costs and ******* postage
Nicole:costs.
Nicole:Oh my God. Me and Royal Mail, we're like, I.
Nicole:You would just be horrified at how much I
Nicole:spend on post a month.
Nicole:It's like really extreme.
Nicole:Like, I was going through my QuickBooks before doing a bit of a, like, financial audit.
Nicole:I was just like, where's this ******* money going?
Nicole:And it's just going to Royal Mail.
Nicole:So anyway, I'm gonna stop rambling now because I have to go back to my baby boy.
Nicole:But I'm sorry, I don't know when I'm gonna be Back.
Nicole:I think hopefully his cast should be off in like three weeks.
Nicole:But I had planned to go to like, the other side of the UK for like a bit of a holiday for
Nicole:him to see his cousins.
Nicole:And I was gonna go visit my friend Kevin
Nicole:prison and stuff.
Nicole:So I'm not sure, but it is my.
Nicole:My herbalism PTSD traumatic stress course is
Nicole:coming up in September and this is a critical month where I'm building my waiting list.
Nicole:So I'm trying not to spiral and panic about losing all my childcare hours.
Nicole:I feel like I just need to, like, take it on the chin of, like, I get to spend all this
Nicole:time with my beautiful, beautiful baby boy and he's okay, you know, like, he's going to be
Nicole:fine.
Nicole:And yeah, me and his dad have always thought about encouraging him to like, learn how to
Nicole:surf and stuff, but I've been like,
Nicole:just joking, saying I'm going to push him into like getting into ******* chess because this
Nicole:has been so stressful.
Nicole:Anyway, I'm just joking.
Nicole:He can do whatever he wants.
Nicole:But yeah, okay, that was a ramble.
Nicole:Thank you for listening to me.
Nicole:Oh, yeah, sorry, I meant to say about the Rosehip Clinic as well.
Nicole:I'm still supporting my clients who I've already got packages with.
Nicole:And my dear Lee's grandma has been.
Nicole:Is coming up to help me out for a couple of days so I can catch up on clinical work.
Nicole:And my dispensing assistant is still working once a week so she can still get medicine out
Nicole:to people.
Nicole:So that's absolutely fine.
Nicole:So I haven't emailed my clients to say this
Nicole:has happened because I feel like will blink and I'll be back to work, if that makes sense.
Nicole:So it's all good.
Nicole:And my lovely, amazing admin assistant,
Nicole:Chantal will pick up my emails anyway.
Nicole:But yeah, but if you are interested in herbal care, like one to one,
Nicole:feel free to drop me an email.
Nicole:But I think I'm not going to take any new
Nicole:people on until Lee is like solidly back in nursery.
Nicole:Just because I don't want to be like a bottleneck in terms of like someone's support.
Nicole:And you know, I do spend like several hours after each call, like, planning their
Nicole:recommendations, doing extra research, like, expl.
Nicole:In quite a comprehensive protocol of like, what I think would be helpful.
Nicole:And it's like, it's very involved and that's why,
Nicole:you know, that's how I practise as a herbalist and what I'm passionate about.
Nicole:But it's just not compatible with this kind of like patchwork of childcare, if that makes
Nicole:sense.
Nicole:So anyway, I would love to work with you in the autumn.
Nicole:Hit me up.
Nicole:Please cheque out the PTSD course if you haven't seen it already.
Nicole:It's going to be launching on the the autumn equinox.
Nicole:I think it's the 22nd of September.
Nicole:Need to cheque.
Nicole:But yeah, it's an amazing online offering like self paced course all about herbal medicine
Nicole:and trauma and different types of herbs that support the nervous system.
Nicole:So yeah, please cheque that out.
Nicole:Please enrol in Celtic plant law if that floats your boat.
Nicole:I'm sure you'll love it if you're listening to this podcast.
Nicole:And yeah, thank you for listening.
Nicole:I hope you are having a good summer.
Nicole:And yeah, take care.
Nicole:Also my care packages are still going out
Nicole:because my dispensing assistant preps those.
Nicole:So please feel free to keep putting your requests like through the form for like
Nicole:grassroots groups or prisoner family members,
Nicole:sites of resistance.
Nicole:All the info is on my website, but basically,
Nicole:yeah, that stuff's still kind of like ticking on without me, which is good.
Nicole:So.
Nicole:Okay, I'm gonna stop talking now.
Nicole:All right, thanks so much for listening.
Nicole:Take care.
Nicole:Thanks so much for listening to the Frontline Herbalism podcast.
Nicole:You can find the transcript, the links, all the resources from the show at Solidarity
Nicole:Apothecary.
Nicole:Org Podcast.
