This episode shares some common and less common signs of depletion as part of a series on herbal support for depletion and fatigue.
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Transcript
Welcome to the Frontline Herbalism Podcast with your host, Nicole Rose, from the
Nicole:Solidarity Apothecary.
Nicole:This is your place for all things plants and
Nicole:liberation.
Nicole:Let's get started.
Nicole:Hello. Welcome back to the Frontline Herbalism podcast.
Nicole:Oh, I think I was very sad in the last episode.
Nicole:My baby boy had just broken his arm.
Nicole:And don't get me wrong, the first two weeks were ******* horrific.
Nicole:Or the first week was awful.
Nicole:Awful in terms of pain and inflammation and
Nicole:not sleeping properly and, like, adapting to the cast.
Nicole:Oh, it was grim.
Nicole:And then, thankfully, I think as the fracture turned a corner, he started kind of putting
Nicole:weight on it and running around and bouncing around and stuff.
Nicole:So that was nice.
Nicole:But,
Nicole:yeah, had to keep him off nursery and then decided to risk taking him back to nursery
Nicole:because I was just.
Nicole:Yeah, he was just basically living his best
Nicole:life, running around,
Nicole:like.
Nicole:And then we talked about it of, like, it
Nicole:didn't seem too worrying if he fell over, he wasn't in pain, stuff like that.
Nicole:And then, yeah, within, like, two days of going back to nursery, he had a ******* virus.
Nicole:Even though he might have caught it at a, like, Ming in soft play Western super mare,
Nicole:where baby dad's in rehab.
Nicole:So anyway,
Nicole:my poor baby was sent off for another week,
Nicole:getting very bored at home.
Nicole:And then, yeah, he's finally back at nursery today.
Nicole:Yeah, because there's a ******* bank holiday.
Nicole:These bank holidays just kill me.
Nicole:Like, when you are literally looking after your child on your own most of the time, and
Nicole:then the nursery's closed.
Nicole:Like, he only goes in the mornings, like, four days a week.
Nicole:But it just is so recharging for me to be able to work and do stuff that when that's not
Nicole:possible, like, oof.
Nicole:Yeah, it's tough.
Nicole:I don't know how people are stay at home,
Nicole:parents, honestly, huge respect to you.
Nicole:I just.
Nicole:I don't know if I could do it anyway.
Nicole:Maybe we'll get easier as he's bigger.
Nicole:Anyway, he's doing well.
Nicole:The cast is working off so we can celebrate.
Nicole:And some exciting things happened this month.
Nicole:I did a workshop with this weaving remembrance
Nicole:course, which was ******* dreamy.
Nicole:What a bunch of babes that were making that
Nicole:happen and people who participated.
Nicole:So, yeah, it was called Remedies for Solidarity.
Nicole:And we looked at examples of herbalism and resistance, like, historically and more
Nicole:recently.
Nicole:And, yeah, it was just like, super, super N.
Nicole:And then PM Press did this big kickstarter for my Herbalism and State Violence book, which
Nicole:they're republishing.
Nicole:So that went super well.
Nicole:There was like, 20 odd thousand like dollars
Nicole:of people pre ordering, like 400 and something people pre ordered.
Nicole:So I was like blown away by that.
Nicole:I mean I did like graft with the Instagram and stuff but like hell man, it, yeah, I don't get
Nicole:like that much like external feedback sometimes about the impact in the world.
Nicole:Like I get loads of lush emails from people but like,
Nicole:yeah, it was nice for me to be like people really ******* connect the dots, you know,
Nicole:between like herbalism and social struggles and how we can use herbalism in these
Nicole:different ways beyond like one to one care.
Nicole:So yeah, that was like super, super nice and thank you so much if you pre ordered the book.
Nicole:So yeah, I think that's all of the updates.
Nicole:The PTSD course is coming imminently.
Nicole:I'm trying very hard to build the waiting list so.
Nicole:So if you are keen to join the course,
Nicole:just ******* join the waiting list.
Nicole:For the sake of my nervous system.
Nicole:So I'm not anxious that no one's gonna join it.
Nicole:I'm like this every *******, every time I launch it I just get the jitters of like no
Nicole:one's gonna join it and then it's always fine.
Nicole:But I think because it just sustains
Nicole:everything with the solidarity apothecary.
Nicole:Like it just,
Nicole:you know, enables all the care packages, enables all the books for prisoners and now
Nicole:it's like funding these group programmes and the Black Flag Herbal Clinic.
Nicole:So it's like, oh, the stakes are really high financially.
Nicole:Feel like my outgoings are like bigger than ever because I have an amazing dispensing
Nicole:assistant now because I just couldn't keep on top of it.
Nicole:And I'm also paying like £500amonth extra for extra childcare.
Nicole:So yeah, and that's only like 6 hours extra support a week, which I need but like to just
Nicole:stop myself having a breakdown.
Nicole:But yeah, it's just a lot.
Nicole:So yeah, I always have this kind of like pre course jitters.
Nicole:So if you want to join it, please join the waiting list because that would mean a lot to
Nicole:me.
Nicole:When you join the waiting list, you get
Nicole:emailed the solidarity code and you get emailed the 10 disco discount code.
Nicole:If you are someone that is going to join at the like standard or salt, you know, or
Nicole:resource rate,
Nicole:all this sliding scale stuff is on the page.
Nicole:But so yeah, I am doing a little series all
Nicole:about herbalism for depletion and probably ironic because I'm feeling very depleted
Nicole:actually.
Nicole:Am I feeling.
Nicole:Yeah, I think nervous system wise.
Nicole:It's just been really full on the last like six Weeks because of Lee's breaking his arm
Nicole:and everything else and being a single mom and all the things.
Nicole:But it's just something I see all the ******* time in my clinical practise when I'm
Nicole:supporting people.
Nicole:And yeah, I just also just see it everywhere in the world of how people are just running on
Nicole:empty and yeah, I wanna, I wanna talk about it.
Nicole:So I've been feeling quite passionate about it recently.
Nicole:I've been writing a lot of Instagram captions and yeah, I'm gonn a little podcast series.
Nicole:So this episode today is about kind of like signs of depletion.
Nicole:So when you feel like your body is running on empty.
Nicole:And then I'm going to do an episode about yeah, specific herbal support for fatigue.
Nicole:And then we're going to look at the role of stimulating herbs and when they are
Nicole:appropriate and definitely not appropriate.
Nicole:And then we're going to look at nerve tonics and how do we sort of, yeah, support ourselves
Nicole:and then like yeah, nourishing herbs for recovery from states of depletion.
Nicole:And then I'm going to do a shiny crafting herbal protocols for fatigue.
Nicole:So I'm going to go talk through like how I would put together a protocol for someone who
Nicole:was experiencing this kind of level of depletion.
Nicole:And I think I'm.
Nicole:I was really nervous of promising I shouldn't
Nicole:have promised all those podcast episodes because I'll probably jinx it now and then I
Nicole:won't be able to do it and then I'll have to come on here with the tail between my legs and
Nicole:apologise.
Nicole:But I'm going to do my ******* best.
Nicole:So let's just see how we get on.
Nicole:Like I mentioned in the last episode, the podcast, it just has to come at the bottom of
Nicole:the.
Nicole:Which is so sad but that's because my clients have.
Nicole:Well, my child has to come first.
Nicole:But then, you know, my clinical practise is
Nicole:really supporting like humans going through it.
Nicole:So I try and give that as much attention as possible.
Nicole:And then all the other sold out apothecary things are yeah, very demanding as well.
Nicole:So. But anyway, I'm going to stop talking and I hope you enjoy this.
Nicole:Yeah, this episode about signs of depletion,
Nicole:I guess just,
Nicole:just covering my bases here.
Nicole:Like this **** is ******* complicated and
Nicole:there's like a million and one causes of someone being depleted.
Nicole:And I guess this podcast is for people who are mostly listening to the show like in the so
Nicole:called UK or the so called us.
Nicole:Like obviously if like you are *******, you Know,
Nicole:a refugee in France or living in ******* Sudan or living in Gaza.
Nicole:Like, of course you are going to be depleted when there is like literal like famine that is
Nicole:like, you know, structurally created by Israel.
Nicole:But like, I'm just trying to say that, like, yeah, this, I guess the kind of like tone
Nicole:around depletion is for people,
Nicole:you know, like living in like, yeah, like I said, the UK or the US or Western Europe or
Nicole:whatever who are like primarily the people that listen to this podcast.
Nicole:But yeah, I just want to name that, like, depletion is like a driving force of
Nicole:capitalism and people are experiencing that harm in much more like severe and dramatic
Nicole:ways than, you know, someone here.
Nicole:But I also want to acknowledge like the, yeah, the ******* life changing, horrendous effects
Nicole:of chronic illness and.
Nicole:Yeah, and states of depletion for any human,
Nicole:wherever they are.
Nicole:Does that make sense? Anyway, okay, I'm going to stop talking.
Nicole:Yeah, have a listen, let me know your thoughts.
Nicole:And yeah, please sign up to the waiting list if you get a moment.
Nicole:Okay, goodbye.
Nicole:Hello.
Nicole:All right, so let's get stuck in to signs of depletion.
Nicole:And I guess I just want to say that like, depletion isn't a kind of like diagnosis.
Nicole:Like, it's not like there is a metric of, okay, your vitamin D levels are like this low,
Nicole:therefore you are depleted.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean? Like, it's more of a kind of like,
Nicole:I guess a cultural phase phrase to kind of describe an experience which I think is a very
Nicole:******* human experience.
Nicole:But it's something I see like over and over
Nicole:and over again in my kind of clinical practise, but also just like in the spaces I'm
Nicole:in.
Nicole:Whether that's like mums, especially single mums or whether that's, you know, organiser
Nicole:types, carers.
Nicole:Like there is this kind of like feeling of
Nicole:being depleted.
Nicole:So, yeah, there isn't kind of like one definition but you know, it is very much often
Nicole:associated with our feelings, like our subjective feelings of like, energy.
Nicole:So, you know, we might use words like exhausted or burnt out,
Nicole:but it doesn't necessarily mean depletion.
Nicole:But I think they are obviously like very, very
Nicole:connected.
Nicole:And I guess before I dive into all of these examples, I think what is interesting about
Nicole:depletion is that you can still be like extremely quote unquote, like high
Nicole:functioning.
Nicole:Like you can be someone who is doing a ******* PhD, who's running a massive campaign, who's
Nicole:looking after six kids.
Nicole:You can be someone that hasn't hit that point
Nicole:of collapse or chronic illness or disease and still be really operating from a place of
Nicole:depletion.
Nicole:And I think in our kind of like, capitalist society, we've also, like normalised states of
Nicole:depletion because it feels like a ******* luxury to stop, right?
Nicole:And a lot of the time it is a serious luxury.
Nicole:Like, there is a massive level of privilege there in terms of being able to actually
Nicole:attune to our body's needs of like,
Nicole:hey, I,
Nicole:you know, don't need to ******* sell my labour to survive today.
Nicole:Like, not many people are in that position.
Nicole:So.
Nicole:Yeah, so I. But I just want to say before I give these examples, like, not everyone has
Nicole:this, like,
Nicole:intense expression of like, debilitating chronic illness.
Nicole:Like, sometimes people are operating in a way that is like coming from this really deep,
Nicole:deep, deep sense of depletion.
Nicole:Even though they're still kind of like,
Nicole:yeah, I hate the word functioning, but you know what I mean?
Nicole:Like, they're still somehow participating in this society in this kind of often very
Nicole:unsustainable way.
Nicole:Mostly out of necessity.
Nicole:Yeah. So, okay, so I guess that comes to the first point, which is, yeah, like, energy.
Nicole:And I think the relationship between depletion and energy often shows up as kind of like a
Nicole:pattern of often, like, crashes.
Nicole:So someone doesn't have the kind of like,
Nicole:stamina or endurance to kind of maintain like some level of like, energetic exertion that
Nicole:they could perhaps previously.
Nicole:So,
Nicole:for example, it might be that back in the day you could organise some sort of event and,
Nicole:you know, the next day get up and go to work.
Nicole:And now you might organise the same event.
Nicole:You know, you might be cooking something nice at the social centre or whatever, but the next
Nicole:day you're like, absolutely smashed and you don't have the energy to do anything likewise,
Nicole:for example, you might do like a work call or some sort of organising call, and then
Nicole:afterwards be like completely, like cognitively drained and socially depleted.
Nicole:Whereas before you could do like three of these calls, like back to back of an
Nicole:afternoon.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean? So it's like something about our bandwidth has
Nicole:changed and there is often this kind of crashing pattern as well.
Nicole:Or you start to.
Nicole:You start to really get nervous about managing your energy.
Nicole:Like in kind of disability justice world, there's this concept of spoons which I'm sure
Nicole:a lot of people listening will have heard of.
Nicole:But it's like you only have so many spoons a day, so it's like take, you know, having a
Nicole:friend visit might take like two of your spoons, which means you don't have the energy
Nicole:to then cook dinner or have a shower.
Nicole:Does that make sense? So, yeah, you start to kind of like, ration
Nicole:your capacity.
Nicole:And I think that's where a lot of, like,
Nicole:fatigue becomes protective.
Nicole:Like, I was drafting a.
Nicole:Drafting an Instagram caption the other day about this, but, like,
Nicole:I might have already published it anyway.
Nicole:I've got, like a fancy scheduler tool now, so
Nicole:I'm like, not even aware of, like, when I post things anymore.
Nicole:But.
Nicole:So, yeah, when we don't have the kind of
Nicole:energy or sort of like,
Nicole:nervous system capacity to cope with something,
Nicole:the body will kind of like trigger all these protective mechanisms to keep itself safe.
Nicole:And I think one of them is like,
Nicole:you know, for example, around, like, socialising, like when you find it difficult
Nicole:being around other humans because they sort of.
Nicole:They feel like threatening to your nervous system,
Nicole:we might then develop social anxiety so that we're not encountering that kind of, like,
Nicole:trigger as much, if that makes sense.
Nicole:But not just the anxiety, we might also develop fatigue.
Nicole:So then it's like, I can't actually go out and like,
Nicole:socialise or go to that event because my body has such limited reserves.
Nicole:It's like protecting itself and it's like creating all these other mechanisms to do
Nicole:that.
Nicole:Does that make any sense at all?
Nicole:But yeah, basically, maybe I'm going off point, but I just wanted to say that, like, I
Nicole:think fatigue is a really big sign of depletion and sometimes when we address the
Nicole:other causes of fatigue, that we maybe have a little bit more control over, like nutritional
Nicole:deficiencies or the kind of functioning of our mitochondria,
Nicole:other things that we think are not connected might lift.
Nicole:Like, we might feel more socially resourced to go out, to hang out with people, to socialise
Nicole:at work or whatever.
Nicole:And I think that's like, yeah, kind of like one of the interesting things about herbalism
Nicole:is, like, how,
Nicole:yeah, everything is, like, really connected.
Nicole:And you think,
Nicole:right, I'm just like, severely depressed, so therefore I can't do X, Y and Z. But then it's
Nicole:like you have vacuum vitamin B12.
Nicole:And then actually it's like, oh, I don't have
Nicole:actually feel depressed.
Nicole:Like, I actually have the energy to, like, organise or whatever.
Nicole:And again, I know depression is like a massive thing and we could have,
Nicole:you know, multiple podcasts about it.
Nicole:I'm not narrowing it down to one thing, but
Nicole:I'm just saying that our drivers of depletion can be,
Nicole:yeah, very intersectional and have lots of, like, interconnected things.
Nicole:And by kind of addressing One thing that might have a kind of positive effect on the other
Nicole:things.
Nicole:Does that make any sense?
Nicole:Okay, so yeah, so I've mentioned stamina and energy and fatigue and Yeah, I guess just
Nicole:coming just like the last thing on this is like it's something about proportionality of
Nicole:like I think any human would be fatigued after a really long day at work.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean? Like it's not normal for human beings to have
Nicole:to sit in front, in front of a screen or do endless stuff for like a 10 hour workday or
Nicole:more.
Nicole:You know, I used to work like 14 hour shifts as a carer and stuff.
Nicole:It's like it's very normal to be ******* knackered after that level of like output
Nicole:where it's like, you know, going to the supermarket and doing like a small little
Nicole:shop, like if that's enough to like floor you,
Nicole:then like that is like much more of an expression of like chronic illness.
Nicole:Does that make sense? And I don't want to have like oh my God,
Nicole:sorry.
Nicole:Political stuff has so many *******
Nicole:disclaimers.
Nicole:But I don't want to set like an ableist baseline.
Nicole:I'm just trying to communicate what is like quote unquote normal for you.
Nicole:Not as like societal normal and this kind of like conditioned ableist culture.
Nicole:But like what is your baseline for your body and your needs and when that starts to change,
Nicole:what are you observing and is that communicating like a sign of depletion?
Nicole:So another thing that really gets knocked out when people are struggling depletion wise is
Nicole:immune system stuff, right? So it's like the kind of resilience shifts.
Nicole:Like it might be that you get a kind of cold or kind of like a more generic virus.
Nicole:I don't mean like something really hardcore like *******, you know, like a full on Covid
Nicole:strain or something.
Nicole:But I just mean like your common cold.
Nicole:It might be that like back in the day you could recover after like a few days, whereas
Nicole:now it might take like six weeks.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean?
Nicole:And I think that's communicating that the body is like struggling in terms of reserves or.
Nicole:Yeah, things like even just recovery from things like exercise.
Nicole:Like me and my friend Kev in prison, we're talking about.
Nicole:Yeah. How he would normally do like 100 ******* burpees or whatever because he's like
Nicole:pretty intense about training.
Nicole:But like that would be his baseline normal and
Nicole:that wouldn't really knock him out.
Nicole:But then when he's kind of in that like viral post viral recovery period, he just, you know,
Nicole:he can do three and then he's out.
Nicole:He would hate me for saying he could do three.
Nicole:I'm sure he would do more than that.
Nicole:He'd do like 50 or something.
Nicole:But his baseline would alter and he would
Nicole:struggle to recover.
Nicole:Yeah, I feel like people probably know what all of that means, so I'll move on.
Nicole:So the other sneaky thing that people come to me all the time about is brain fog.
Nicole:So again, everyone has a different baseline.
Nicole:Maybe someone has had a sensation of kind of
Nicole:brain fog or they've struggled with concentration like most of their life and for
Nicole:them it's not really a red flag because it's their kind of normal.
Nicole:But for other people, especially if they've got kind of like some level of like
Nicole:intellectual labour, like they, you know, are a writer or a designer or whatever,
Nicole:when that changes and they have this like, they're struggling to concentrate,
Nicole:like that's a really life changing, difficult thing for them.
Nicole:And that is like one of the main things that people come to me about is like they just are
Nicole:not coping with the kind of brain fog.
Nicole:And again, brain fog could be a massive podcast episode with like a thousand things
Nicole:that can contribute to it.
Nicole:And I hate to say, But I think B12 is top of the list.
Nicole:But anyway,
Nicole:I think that kind of like cognitive decline in terms of your own baseline, like, can often be
Nicole:a real sign of depletion.
Nicole:Connected to that is kind of like nervous system stuff.
Nicole:I know I've talked about anxiety and fatigue a little bit, but it's something around your
Nicole:nerves feeling frayed and you feeling like an increased sensitivity to the world.
Nicole:So I mentioned, you know, the supermarket example.
Nicole:And then you see all these like funny reels on Instagram that are like, I used to spend my
Nicole:like 20s, like in basements of drug dealers, like, or whatever, and now I get a panic
Nicole:attack going, going in the supermarket.
Nicole:And like, there's no accident that that's the trajectory because I think we use a lot of our
Nicole:body's resources, like over time.
Nicole:And one part of that is this like chronic
Nicole:activation of the stress response, which, you know, fundamentally will keep humans alive
Nicole:their whole life.
Nicole:But we do see a kind of like,
Nicole:like weakening of our systems when they are kind of like overused, if that makes sense.
Nicole:And I think that's why,
Nicole:you know,
Nicole:bang.
Nicole:You can in prison as a teenager.
Nicole:And that's a very different experience if you've already had like 20 ******* years of
Nicole:intense chronic stress and intense activation, rather than if you have had more of a kind of
Nicole:like Nourishing, happy childhood without much stress.
Nicole:And then you end up in a stressful situation as an adult.
Nicole:You're much less likely to have the kind of like hardcore negative effects of that
Nicole:experience.
Nicole:I mean, I don't mean in terms of like, you know,
Nicole:most people that go to prison will develop PTSD from prison, but I just mean that
Nicole:resilience like, and that capacity to withstand stress.
Nicole:Like, yes,
Nicole:people get strong and amazing who've been through traumatic ****.
Nicole:Don't get me wrong, like I have, you know, read all this stuff about post traumatic
Nicole:growth and all this stuff, but like ultimately like you are starting from a different
Nicole:position when you've had like a really ******* full on childhood and all of those systems in
Nicole:your body have been under stress.
Nicole:You know, all of the magnesium reserves and B vitamin reserves and iron reserves, like
Nicole:they've all, you know, they all are depleted by the stress response.
Nicole:So when we have chronic activation of our stress response, we are on a trajectory
Nicole:towards depletion.
Nicole:Unless we ******* live like a ******* athlete where we're like constantly,
Nicole:you know, supported by a bunch of people and nourishing ourselves with like amazing
Nicole:nutrition and supplements and wild berries and roots and all of these things.
Nicole:And that's why I'm always ******* banging on about how amazing herbalism is because it can
Nicole:give us this like extra boost in helping people like survive this ******* world.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean?
Nicole:Okay, I feel like I'm blathering on, but yeah, so, yeah, so increased sensitivity to
Nicole:stimulation in general, but also to noise and to stress.
Nicole:It's like,
Nicole:yeah, like something that used to be fine is now like completely intolerable.
Nicole:Like I remember when, for example, I've had like loved ones die and I'm in that, that like
Nicole:really intense, like exhausted, depleted, can't get good quality sleep, full of
Nicole:cortisol,
Nicole:like level of like intense stress response and exhaustion.
Nicole:And then it's like you can't ******* park your car.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean? And I'm really good at driving but like you
Nicole:can't ******* park it because you're so overwhelmed.
Nicole:And then you just like burst into tears and you have this row of cars behind you being
Nicole:impatient.
Nicole:And it's like something you used to cope with
Nicole:fine is now completely ******* unbearable.
Nicole:And I think that is such a sign of,
Nicole:yeah, just ******* depletion and running out of ******* capacity.
Nicole:Okay, so we've got a couple more.
Nicole:So yeah, I've talked about fatigue, but I just want to talk briefly about sleep.
Nicole:I think like sleep for Humans is like our recharging system, right?
Nicole:Like, it's a ******* genius mechanism to restore our energy.
Nicole:It's when our tissues start repairing themselves.
Nicole:It's when our digestion really gets to, like, focus on what it's doing.
Nicole:Like,
Nicole:sleep is like the ******* lifeline to sustaining ourselves in this world.
Nicole:And there are like a thousand things that can affect quality of sleep.
Nicole:And I'm going to do a series all about sleep soon.
Nicole:But when you are actually getting enough sleep but it is not restoring you,
Nicole:that is a red flag to me that, like, there's something else going on.
Nicole:Whether that's like chronic inflammation that's using your reserves, whether that is
Nicole:like a depletion of like, vital kind of vitamins and minerals in the body, or whether
Nicole:that's like the, you know, the mitochondria and like, cellular health going like wonky,
Nicole:like, which is a clinical term, by the way.
Nicole:But anyway.
Nicole:But like,
Nicole:if I see someone and they're like, I feel depleted and I have no energy and I'm like,
Nicole:how much sleep are you getting? And they're like, like four hours a night.
Nicole:I'm just like, no, Sherlock, of course you feel like death because we're not getting
Nicole:enough sleep.
Nicole:So then, you know, I'm supporting them with
Nicole:sleep herbs and nervous system support through the day, addressing inflammation, all the
Nicole:things.
Nicole:And then if they start sleeping longer and then feel refreshed,
Nicole:we are in like a good position.
Nicole:Do you know what I mean?
Nicole:In terms of chronic illness recovery and everything else,
Nicole:if someone starts having actually quite long periods of deep quality sleep, but they're not
Nicole:waking up feeling refreshed, that's like I said, that's my red flag of like, okay, what
Nicole:else is going on here that is depleting this person's energy?
Nicole:Because, yeah, sleep is meant to be that thing that nourishes us.
Nicole:And, yeah, I will talk about sleep a lot more soon.
Nicole:Okay. A couple of other things, like, oh, my God, like, thyroid stuff could just be a whole
Nicole:other ******* series.
Nicole:But like,
Nicole:if you are,
Nicole:yeah, feeling like if you're kind of like thermoregulation, like your body temperature
Nicole:stuff goes a bit awry,
Nicole:that's often a red flag for me in terms of changes from your baseline, basically.
Nicole:Like, if you are starting to experience the cold much more or you're starting to be very
Nicole:intolerant to heat when you used to be, okay, these are kind of signs that something in our
Nicole:kind of like,
Nicole:internal dynamics is kind of like changing off our baseline and can often be a sign of
Nicole:deficiency, you know, often related to our thyroid.
Nicole:But again there's like a million and one things that can drive this stuff.
Nicole:But when people come to me who are feeling like really, really cold, that's often a sign
Nicole:to me that like they are depleted.
Nicole:Like I remember when I had all this chronic
Nicole:illness stuff in my like late 20s, before I did my clinical training and you know, it was
Nicole:a major driver for me to like do my clinical training.
Nicole:But I'm like such a warm bodied person.
Nicole:Like if I didn't have a baby that I had to
Nicole:care about his temperature, like I would just be so happy never putting the heating on.
Nicole:Like I'm always feeling pretty good temperature wise.
Nicole:Like when we used to work in the mobile clinic in Calais, like all the team would be
Nicole:struggling,
Nicole:they wouldn't be able to be able to open dressings or like do all this stuff because of
Nicole:the cold and I'd just be like in a hoodie like bouncing around.
Nicole:But when I was sick I got so cold, do you know what I mean?
Nicole:I had hot water bottles, I was like, I had to get the to Bristol once and it was like
Nicole:******* unbearable.
Nicole:Like I felt like that cold was like ice to my body and that was like such a sign that I was
Nicole:like tapped out, you know what I mean? I was just running on ******* empty, which I
Nicole:was when you know, we got all the bloods back and everything else.
Nicole:But yeah, like I think this kind of temperature sensitivity is very interesting in
Nicole:terms of digestion.
Nicole:You would think if you're struggling for energy that you would start eating more food
Nicole:and that can be the case.
Nicole:For example,
Nicole:you have a really heavy period, like maybe you just start craving like carbs and things more
Nicole:like.
Nicole:That makes a lot of sense.
Nicole:But in my experience I'm much more likely to see people that have kind of like lost their
Nicole:appetites.
Nicole:Like there's this kind of like it's like, like their kind of hunger response is like
Nicole:flattened, if that makes sense.
Nicole:And that's maybe because they don't have the
Nicole:energy to cook.
Nicole:So it's like easier physiologically to just turn off,
Nicole:excuse me, turn off that desire for food than it is to like feel hungry, have the energy to
Nicole:cook a meal.
Nicole:Does that make sense?
Nicole:Or the fatigue is creating a like low output in the body.
Nicole:So then we're not needing like as much food even though we are actually needing food.
Nicole:And when people start eating well again, no Sherlock, they will feel better.
Nicole:But you know, capitalism, our societies aren't set up for people experiencing chronic
Nicole:Illness.
Nicole:And I'm sure all my friends with chronic
Nicole:illness, if they had someone that could just come and cook them a nourishing meal, that
Nicole:they would eat a lot better.
Nicole:But when they have to do that themselves three times a day, that becomes, like,
Nicole:insurmountable as a challenge.
Nicole:So anyway, side note.
Nicole:Okay,
Nicole:Right. So, yeah, I just want to say that, like,
Nicole:there are so many causes of what experiences,
Nicole:what,
Nicole:like, contributes to someone feeling depleted.
Nicole:And obviously clinical herbalism, like, there would be like a big investigation into all the
Nicole:different kind of drivers of that.
Nicole:So nutritional deficiencies, chronic illness,
Nicole:like hormonal, endocrine things,
Nicole:metabolism, infection, like, you know, maybe it's a side effect to medication, maybe it's
Nicole:like a sleep issue.
Nicole:Like, there are all different things.
Nicole:But I guess I just want to come back to this kind of stress response because I think it's
Nicole:the thing that I see as, like, the biggest driver of depletion.
Nicole:Because when we have periods of like, intense ******* chronic stress, they pretty much
Nicole:guaranteed to end with some sort of period of exhaustion.
Nicole:And when maybe you're younger, you do have more capacity to bounce back from that.
Nicole:But when I think you get older,
Nicole:your innate reserves to bounce back just aren't there in the same way.
Nicole:You know, it's like, I don't drink alcohol, but like, hell, if I went out on a night out
Nicole:now,
Nicole:which feels impossible childcare wise, but if I did, I'm sure it would take me like a week
Nicole:to recover from the hangover.
Nicole:Whereas back in the day, you, you know, you're
Nicole:just bouncing around the next day.
Nicole:So it's like, it does change with age, obviously, but it also changed with, like,
Nicole:things that kind of like age us, like chronic stress, if that makes sense, and things we've
Nicole:been through.
Nicole:But yeah, this kind of like intense nervous system activation, like, it does rinse our,
Nicole:our reserves in our body in terms of, like, our minerals, like magnesium, for example,
Nicole:just ******* plummets, like, when people are chronically stressed.
Nicole:So that's why nearly everyone I see, I'm just like,
Nicole:get yourself in an Epsom salt bath, like, as many times as you can every week.
Nicole:Like, we just need as much magnesium in you as possible.
Nicole:Um,
Nicole:okay, so I think I've blathered enough about depletion,
Nicole:I guess.
Nicole:I want you to think about, like, what are your
Nicole:personal signs that you're feeling depleted? Like, is it that your sleep goes wonky?
Nicole:Is it that you lose, like, your social capacity to be around other people?
Nicole:Does your appetite change?
Nicole:Like, you know, is it your immune Resilience, like what is it in your body that flags to you
Nicole:that like you are starting to run on empty? Because I think the sooner we can kind of
Nicole:intervene been like the better position we're in.
Nicole:And yeah, this is something that I talk about in the herbalism, PTSD and traumatic stress
Nicole:course is like there's a whole ******* module, actually.
Nicole:There's two modules about like nerve tonics.
Nicole:No, sorry.
Nicole:There's two modules about nervines, so herbs
Nicole:with an affinity for the nervous system.
Nicole:But there's one like big focus on nerve tonics, which are herbs that help kind of
Nicole:restore the proper like functioning and communication and kind of tissue health of the
Nicole:nervous system.
Nicole:And these herbs have multiple like effects on the body.
Nicole:And I've, you know, recorded other episodes about nerve tonics historically.
Nicole:But like, basically the things I've been talking about today, like all of these signs
Nicole:of depletion are when I would like pull in the nerve tonics.
Nicole:And you know, I don't want to say I work with them, with everyone, but I'm just saying like
Nicole:most people who come to my clinic have been through some level of like gnarly trauma or
Nicole:state violence or just trying to survive in capitalism, which I think is traumatic for
Nicole:most people.
Nicole:But like,
Nicole:yeah, there's this like long term chronic activation of the stress response or you know,
Nicole:people have been through like a physiological event that has made them really depleted.
Nicole:Like I'm two and a half years postpartum and I'm feeling like quite good.
Nicole:But that is because I have ******* paid attention to like my nutrition, my energy
Nicole:reserves, like taking, you know, the sec, like literally like within an hour of giving birth,
Nicole:I was taking like a tonic.
Nicole:But recovery from pregnancy and childbirth.
Nicole:So it's like,
Nicole:you know, I was quite frightened about like this postpartum impact because I have just
Nicole:seen it again in my clinical practise of people that are,
Nicole:yeah, really, really affected by such a huge kind of biological event like pregnancy but,
Nicole:you know, don't have to be pregnant to be ******* depleted.
Nicole:Like there's all sorts of things like periods of intense chronic stress.
Nicole:Maybe a chronic illness, you know, that's like knocked you for ******* six.
Nicole:Like Covid, for example, has such massive effects on our mitochondria, on our kind of,
Nicole:of energy powerhouses, on our body.
Nicole:So, yeah, so anyway, I hope you are not feeling depleted but if you've resonated with
Nicole:anything in this episode,
Nicole:yeah,
Nicole:seek some support if you can.
Nicole:Like the herbalism, PTSD and traumatic stress
Nicole:course is open for enrolment very, very soon on the 20th of September, so you can join the
Nicole:waiting list.
Nicole:No one is turned away for lack of funds.
Nicole:So if you want to learn how to work with
Nicole:herbs, to address like depletion, to support your energy, to nourish yourself, like there's
Nicole:a who section about like nourishing herbs, nutritive herbs,
Nicole:then I think you'll love it.
Nicole:Anyway, I will be back soon.
Nicole:Okay, take care.
Nicole:Thanks so much for listening to the Frontline Herbalism Podcast.
Nicole:You can find the transcript, the links, all the resources from the show@solidarity
Nicole:apothecary.org podcast.
